*SarahBear* (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} angelicrbowgirl) wrote,@ 2009-05-21 23:09:00 |
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Letter #1
Dear Gregg,
I admit it, I did cry after I dropped you back off at the hotel Tuesday night. I guess I didn't think I was going to because I already barely ever see you and hadn't in almost a year. But this was different, as much as I didn't think it would be. But you are so much farther away now, and will be even farther. Plus, like you said, it will be like you disappeared. And I don't like that. Not at all. I never have wanted you out of my life, and now it seems like its happening when I really don't want it to. I know alot has happened between us, but I still consider you a good friend, we have been through too much together for that not to be the case. And I still love you, just in a different way now, as friends. (I'll leave the other kind of love to Jess!) And you know me, of course I am worried too. I can't even imagine all that you are going through and are going to. And of course everything else there is to worry about.
Ok, I know what you are thinking, enough of that kind of stuff lol. Let's see...whats new here? Well I had an interview for a job yesterday, and I got one of the positions. It's a bit of a sketchy place though, so I don't know how it's going to work out, but hey I need some money, so for now I guess it'll work. Dan and Mike are getting ready for their show on Sunday, and thats wicked exciting! Mike is still working on trying to get me in to see the show, and I so hope it will work out! I don't want to miss their first show, that's for sure. Poor Mel has to work though, I feel so bad for her. What else? I have to get my wisdom teeth out and I'm not excited. I don't do well at the dentist and I'm scared to death of surgery even though this is like the smallest thing. But you know me, anxiety IS my middle name.
I guess that's all thats really new for now, since I just saw/talked to you on Tuesday night. But I didn't want to wait til I had a bunch of news to write you, because that could take forever. I hope you're doing well and adjusting as well as you can be. Take care Gregg, I'm thinking of you.
Love always,
Sarah
Dear Gregg,
I admit it, I did cry after I dropped you back off at the hotel Tuesday night. I guess I didn't think I was going to because I already barely ever see you and hadn't in almost a year. But this was different, as much as I didn't think it would be. But you are so much farther away now, and will be even farther. Plus, like you said, it will be like you disappeared. And I don't like that. Not at all. I never have wanted you out of my life, and now it seems like its happening when I really don't want it to. I know alot has happened between us, but I still consider you a good friend, we have been through too much together for that not to be the case. And I still love you, just in a different way now, as friends. (I'll leave the other kind of love to Jess!) And you know me, of course I am worried too. I can't even imagine all that you are going through and are going to. And of course everything else there is to worry about.
Ok, I know what you are thinking, enough of that kind of stuff lol. Let's see...whats new here? Well I had an interview for a job yesterday, and I got one of the positions. It's a bit of a sketchy place though, so I don't know how it's going to work out, but hey I need some money, so for now I guess it'll work. Dan and Mike are getting ready for their show on Sunday, and thats wicked exciting! Mike is still working on trying to get me in to see the show, and I so hope it will work out! I don't want to miss their first show, that's for sure. Poor Mel has to work though, I feel so bad for her. What else? I have to get my wisdom teeth out and I'm not excited. I don't do well at the dentist and I'm scared to death of surgery even though this is like the smallest thing. But you know me, anxiety IS my middle name.
I guess that's all thats really new for now, since I just saw/talked to you on Tuesday night. But I didn't want to wait til I had a bunch of news to write you, because that could take forever. I hope you're doing well and adjusting as well as you can be. Take care Gregg, I'm thinking of you.
Love always,
Sarah
